She’s insecure not sure how to feel or how to pinpoint her issues. She wants a piece of mind to truly love again and feel no fear!
She wants to love herself again, to look at her body without being disgusted. She wants to look at herself and not feel misused and abused by those she trusted.
She searches for anything and anyone to fix those insecurities looking for a way out any way to feel happy again.
She pushes everyone away hoping it will make it hurt less for when they all decide to walk away, for when they’ve decided they’ve had enough of her craziness.
Those insecurities are kicking in heavy, she’s drowning in self hate and pity!
-Marie (Dec17, 2015)